October 29, 2010

In sickness and in health


Well the Dennetts haven't been doing so hot.

About 6 weeks ago we went to see a client of Brooks' at their home for a business overview. About 20 minutes into the overview I started feeling very nauseous. I stood up to go to the restroom and got really dizzy. Then my vision started going blurry until all I could see were bright colors and needless to say, I was a little freaked out. I started swaying and I explained to Brooks that I had no idea what was happening but I felt like I was going to pass out. I got cold and started moving my hand up and down vigorously which looked like a convulsion. I was still talking to Brooks trying to explain that we needed to go, and I was so scared because I didn't know what to do. My arms and legs went numb and I was sweating but freezing cold. Brooks said I was talking to him but looking up toward the ceiling like I was blind. He picked me up and rushed me out to the car. About halfway to the Emergency room my vision started returning and I remained conscious during the whole 5 minutes that it was happening. We decided not to go to the ER and went to wendy's to get my blood sugar up instead. I called first thing the next morning and set an appointment with my doctor for that day. The doctor diagnosed it as a panic attack and prescribed me some anti-anxiety/depression medication (celexa) and sent me on my way. Since then I've just had alot of nausea and loss of appetite which is a side effect of the drug :/


About three weeks ago on a Sunday Brooks was working out on the elliptical at the gym when he started getting
really lightheaded and thought he was about to faint. He jumped off and walked outside to get some air and shortly after left the gym. He was scared out of his wits and decided not to go back the next day and he hasn't gone back since.

On Saturday morning, 6 days later we were in our office having a meeting and not 15 minutes into it he felt really shaky and faint like he felt before at the gym. He was really afraid and felt like body was going to shut down and I rushed him into the instacare. On the way there he was hyperventilating and just had a feeling of impending doom. He felt like he was going to pass out and die. Come to find out, his vitals were fine and the only thing that they knew to do because of the severity of his symptoms was to send him to the ER. After running an EKG and his blood-work, they diagnosed him with benign vertigo which is a way of saying "we don't really know why you are dizzy". They prescribed him a medication for nausea and dizziness called Promethazine and sent him on his way.

On the next Tuesday he woke up in the afternoon and started feeling really weird, like something was wrong with his body but he didn't know what. He had cold sweats and was shaking really badly. He was afraid something really bad was going to happen and starting panicking again. In a desperate attamept to avoid going to the ER again he took his Promethazine. This time I tried to calm him down with some deep, slow breathing techniques that I have learned from having anxiety attacks. He was laying down on our bed and getting into a meditative state. That calmed him down for a minute but then he heard his phone ring so he reached for it and BAM! His whole body had gone numb. That made him really nervous and he began panicking again. At this point he was sure he was going to die. I rushed him to the ER again and they did the exact same panels, labs and tests that they did the time before. This time they diagnosed him with Panic attacks, gave him an Ativan to calm his nerves and prescribed him with Xanax for the next panic attack(s).

He scheduled a doctors appointment soon thereafter and we saw his doctor for in depth testing that Friday. Brooks explained his symptoms to the doctor and his doctor ran (finally) some different tests and set him up with a 24 hour Holter monitor, which is basically a 24 hour EKG. You press a button when you have chest pain or any irregularity that you can sense and it records it for the cardiologist to review. A couple days later we got the results for the blood panels that they had ran at the doctors visit. The medical assistant told Brooks on the phone that his Hemoglobin was running high and he was at risk for diabetes, which Brooks festered about for the rest of the night. He was so scared that something bad was going to happen and starting thinking terrible thoughts about possibly having diabetes. He went to work that night wearing the Holter monitor and had a panic attack (which he thought was diabetic shock) about 45 minutes after he arrived at work. He felt dizzy again and wanted to try to control it without any medication but he gave in and once again decided to head to the ER. He took a Xanax before he headed there and had his coworker drive him to the ER. I was at home getting ready for bed when it happened and I was so worried about him, I met him outside the hospital and there he told me that he decided not to admit himself and that he was feeling better. I took him back to work and he finished out the night kinda drowsy and miserable but he made it. He recorded his panic attacks on the Holter monitor and we were both concerned that the dizziness had something to do with his heart so we were both happy that he had the problem times recorded.



This week Brooks has been having the attacks regularly but out of the blue at the same time.. Sometimes its when he first wakes up, sometimes its when he is at work, and sometimes its when he starts eating a meal. He has been really upset about the frequency of the attacks and hasn't had the greatest quality of life lately.

We saw the doctor again this morning. Anxiety was running high and we were both really nervous to see the newest test results. The Holter monitor report was great and there wasn't any irregularity whatsoever with the exception of a high heart rate during the panic attack. The only thing the doctor could see today was the Hemoglobin level and his blood sugar level were both a little high. He diagnosed him today as Pre-Diabetic. He set us up an appointment at the diabetes education clinic to get his diet on the right track, get his sugars under control and hopefully cure the faint feelings that he has been experiencing. Basically, the doctor suspects that the sugar level is the underlying problem with Brooks. Unfortunately for my poor hubby, only time will tell the outcome of this one.

Brooks' sister, my sister in law Courtney was also admitted to the ER on Tuesday night for severe back pain. She got an ultrasound in there and was informed that she had a Gall stone and emergency surgery was going to be required to remove the stone and the whole gallbladder so we've been helping his mom with his other little sisters and visiting Courtney alot. Her surgery was done on Wednesday night/morning? around 1am and completed around 2am. (technically thursday morning) She did really well but she had and is still having alot of pain :( They've got her on some pretty good pain killers but it must be really bad.. she should be released today or tomorrow. I'm still just glad its not me! *knock on wood*

After 6 collective hours in the ER (800$ later) and about 4 huge vials of blood not to mention sweat and tears too; I just thought I'd catch everyone up with a descriptive story since our statuses on facebook can only say so much.. *sigh*

Prayers and positive thoughts for us and our family are always appreciated. &Thank you so much for reading. Hope you have a wonderful, healthful day:)

One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.--Ida Scott Taylor

“So many people spend their health gaining wealth, and then have to spend their wealth to regain their health.” --A.J. Reb Materi








August 19, 2010

July & August

Life has been so crazy lately! I haven't had a second to blog about July so this entry is going to be for July and August :)

July 2nd was Lacey Baird's wedding. Lacey bug is one of my best friends and has always been so understanding and sweet. We have been friends for 2 and 1/2 years now and she has always been supportive through thick and thin. We had been planning on attending her wedding since she was engaged a few months back. Unfortunately, Finances were tighter on us than we had anticipated and I had to tell Lacey that we wouldn't be making it up to Orem for the wedding. Of course she wasn't about to take no for an answer! So, since Brooks had to stay behind in St. George to work, I bummed a ride with Lacey's awesome Dad and Step-people. It wasn't awkward for one second because they are all so outgoing and fun. I am so grateful for their hospitality and their willingness to be squished in the car with me. They were so nice! (Thanks to Joe, Tara, Maddi and Rachel if you're reading) I stayed the first night with Lacey and Ammon at their apartment together and the second night at Lacey's Grandma's house. The wedding was in Lacey's Grandma Baird's backyard. It has so many flowers and trees and it is enormous! I absolutely loved it. The wedding and reception were one after the other in the evening and the weather was warm and sunny. Lacey was a beautiful bride and the day could not have been more perfect! Ammon and Lacey live happily ever after with Ammon's children from a previous marriage, Rykert and Lilly. It was an emotional and amazing thing to see her beginning a new life with someone and know she is happy beyond measure. (love you lace)





July 3rd was the fourth of July in Southern Utah because the fourth fell on a Sunday. We went down to the SunBowl and watched the "country showdown" and the fireworks coordinated to patriotic music with our friends Zach and Liz.

On July 4th Alexis was induced to have her baby finally. Alexis is our best friend and the one who we can thank for introducing us. I have known her for 5 years and Brooks has known her for about 3 years. We went to go see her about two hours after she had her little girl, Mia Michele Martinez! She is so cute and cuddly and such a good baby. She is now 6 weeks old and can hold up her own head just like a superbaby!



On July 27th Kelsey Jade Duffy was born! She is the second baby girl for my our good friends Zach and Liz Duffy. We went to see her when she was about a day old. She is so gorgeous and sweet. Erica is such a good big sister and loves to help out :)



In mid-July I finally ordered my big surprise! A vinyl cutter. It is a monster and can handle a big workload. My dad and I are part owners in this and couldn't be more excited. He has let me rent out space in his shop where he owns a business so I have my own desk and worktable. I am applying my first "real" job on Saturday. It will be a company logo and info on back window for a truck. We also bought a graphic design tablet which is also very exciting. It will open up a ton of design options and make designing a simpler process. I specialize in vehicle graphics and lettering, custom graphics & decorative wall art but I can do virtually anything. It is going great so far and its definitely keeping me busy with my first job as a nanny still in place. I'll have to keep you all updated with my new designs and creations. Here are some photos of my homemade cutting table (my dad and I made it), Vinyl cutter & my first paying job! If you'd like me to make something for you please don't hesitate to email me! Tiffanyddesigns@gmail.com




This month is going by so fast with Brooks and I both working our butts off. We went to the County fair on August 14th for the demolition derby and then went to Formula Drift in Vegas on August 22nd. Both were so fun:) We love cars!!


One of the children I nanny (Ryann) is back in school so I'll only be seeing her on Fridays for a few hours, when I pick her up from the bus stop and on school holidays. I miss her because she kept me on my toes and entertained Jase and I alot more. Now days its very quiet and clean.

My little brother Clancy is back in school (7th grade) and the football season is starting up again so he is practicing hard and getting back in tip top shape. He is playing for Youth Football USA on the Desert Hills team! I'm so proud of him.. I don't even think he knows! My "big little" brother Jared is busy working and dating (yikes!) no matter how much taller he is than me I still don't approve of him dating. These girls better watch their backs if they hurt my lil brother!! My sister Chante is working at BK and taking care of my niece and her step-daughter. I don't see much of her but when I do its always good. I love hanging out with her and girl talking. my niece is growing like a weed! She is six months old today. I cannot believe how big she is getting! She is going to start crawling soon haha! My mom and dad are broken up now and they both seem to be doing okay. I am still very close to both of them and love them both the same. My mom is looking for a new place with my sister and her family. My husband and I are contemplating moving in with my dad and brothers after my mom moves out but we will see how that plays out..

Its time for me to go to sleep so here are the latest photos of our beautiful niece Amariah:)

June 20, 2010

June so far..

June 6th was our first anniversary. We didn't have money to travel like we wanted to so we went to my parents house and set up a tripod and took "family" pictures of ourselves. My parents made us a wonderful dinner and it was overall a pretty good day :)

I started a project that I wanted to be done in time for my dad's birthday (june 13th) but I wasn't done yet so I gave him a nice card and lots of loves for his birthday.

June 18th was my good friend Liz's baby shower. I was in charge of games. I planned baby bingo, a fun baby abc game, the string measuring game and the price is right! I also planned to give her a very cute gift. Of course I procrastinated and ended up barely finishing it the day before the shower. (hehe) I made her some beautiful flower clips for her baby girl (due august 2nd) and a bow/clip holder. Her name will be Kelsey, thus the "K". We only ended up playing the string game because it was at a park and it was soooo windy!

You gotta love the adorable flower clip model ;)





June 19th was my brother, Jared's 18th birthday. My parents threw him a surprise birthday party! It was a smash!! He was so shocked :D My dad cooked hamburgers and hot dogs and we just hung out for a few hours. It was ALOT of fun!


June 20th was Father's day and I finally had my dad's gift finished! He loved it... I think :D
(it says superdad repeatedly on the border)

In other news, my dad and I have a new business in the works so I won't have to be so damn poor all the time I'm sooooo excited but its totally on the low until we get it up and runnin. I'll keep you posted ;) here's a clue.....

May 24, 2010

The month of May


We've had no problem keeping busy this month. I've been working two or more days per week nannying for my dad's friend Jodi. She owns her own cleaning business and specializes in residential, commercial and vacation properties. The kids are Jase age 2&1/2 and Ryann 6&1/2. Jase is happy (most of the time) and energetic. He absolutely loves trucks and playing in the dirt. He is going through the "mine" phase and wants everything to belong to him. It's hard to deal with sometimes but for the most part he's very easy. Ryann is adventureous and imaginative. She loves riding her bike, catching tadpoles, pretending, hiking and asking everyone questions. She is going through a "tall tale" phase and enjoys telling stories (that may or may not be true).. I typically work Monday & Wednesday with the occasional Tuesday and Thursday.



For Mother's Day Brooks and I decided to put together some family pictures for both of our moms. We rounded up all the girls and took Pictures of Brooks and the girls in front of Stone Cliff gated community. We took my family photos by a big tree at the trailhead by the Dixie Center. It was very last minute and we are so glad my dad had the camera and was so helpful to us. We framed the pictures and gavethem to our moms and they absolutely loved it!




One of my best friends had a birthday party on May 14th and we went to Pirate Island Pizza to celebrate :D




The day after that was Alexis Barnard's baby shower. We bought her some binkies, a changing kit and some sleepy time lotion. I made her some really cute invitations and we had alot of fun spending the afternoon with her and meeting all of her family and friends. She's naming her baby girl Mia Michelle Martinez and she is due July 13th. I made her invitations too :)

My birthday was May 16th and I wanted to do something special with my family so we went out to Sand Hollow Reservoir to swim and go fourwheeling for the afternoon. After that my dad surprised me with an Oreo ice cream cake (my absolute favorite) and they had gotten me a nice camera which I've been using almost every day since.


Amariah is now 3 months old and smiling like its nobody's business!!


The 26th was my little brother Jared's graduation. I can't believe the valedictorian is the kid with the bowl cut from Jared's karate class from years ago! His class was about half the size of mine but with twice the amount of achievements. They had a HUGE honor roll and our old nieghbor Katelyn Lancaster was on it. Jared is such a smart kid. He was the psychology student of the year! He amazes me every time he opens his mouth! I have complete faith in him that he'll do nothing but amazing things in his life. I sure love my brother :) p.s. Amariah happened to have a blowout as Aunt Cinnie was holding her at graduation and lucky me, I got to change her outfit and take care of a huge pile right when my sister runs out of wipees! Good thing I love that baby girl haha!



And lastly, before I close this one up I've been busy digital scrapbooking etc. I love making all kinds of graphics like my background on here and things for friends (see below). I have also made a layout for my grandma's memorial blog- A Mother's Faith ALL of the graphics are by me!








This weekend is Memorial & were planning on spending it out at the Coral Pink sand dunes so I'll have to take tons of pictures to show you :)