epiphany.

I have decided that I would love to adopt a baby from Haiti. I was watching the news and it showed a beautiful infant who had been made an orphan by the earthquake. I can’t profess the feelings that went through my mind when I saw that. I immediately began research online about the adoption process of a Haitian. Unfortunately, I do not fit the requirements. (one parent must be age 35, the parents must be married for a minimum of 10 years, the parents can't have kids together already, the parents must be financially stable, etc.) Its going to have to keep breaking my heart I guess. Maybe in a few years I can look into it more. In the future I would prefer to adopt an infant (of either sex) from an impoverished country. Someone who really needs me. I feel like this is my calling. I still do need to pray about it. but damn I wish I was older..

my new obsession is..

POLYVORE.

I found a new talent in myself and its so awesome. Its a pretty fun hobby to dream and put together outfits when our economy is like this. I know. sad.. but true.

Find me on Polyvore

let me know what you think :)

Its a brand new decade

Well I didn't get anything on my Christmas list but I'm still very happy and thankful for what I do have still in my life.
Brooks and I were planning on going to las vegas for new years but that didn't happen. We hung out with my parents and went to first night at our town square instead. it wasn't bad. Brooks and I had alot of fun.
Our finances kind of suck right now but we're making the best of everything we do have.
I'm planning on finishing my medical assistant courses as soon as we find some kind of funding/financial aid to make it work and I hope sometime this year we will be in a better position and possibly live on our own again.

The past few weeks I've been having signs of my depression coming back. I hope I can start feeling better soon because I do not want to be on medication again.
That's all I have to say tonight.

Happy New Year
Love, Mr and Mrs Dennett