Springtime!

Springtime for me means getting ready for summer!

Tanning & treadmill sessions are a must this year.
Hubby bought me a 6time tanning pass for that reason, lol.

My niece is getting bigger every day she is now one month old and I'm loving her more and more every time I see her. I'm planning a photoshoot with a friend of mine this coming week so I'll be sure to post those pictures when I get them back!


I really wish that I had my own place with Brooks so we could plant a garden for spring, maybe next year.....

Brooks is still working at the marriott and I've become very serious and diligent about finding a job, I'm trying to get a job at a daycare here in town.. so far that's coming nicely. Still, money is really a big problem so we're just taking it easy on our spending and trying not to let it bother us so much.

Some people may know that my parents have been having some fairly serious relationship issues and I'm handling it pretty well. Its making all of us siblings grow alot closer and kinda realize the amazing family that we've taken for granted all this time.

So many things in our life are just budding and growing which is so appropriate for spring & I just thought I'd share :)

went to the doctor yesterday

because my tonsillitis was getting out of control. I had it for about 8 days prior to seeing the doctor and had tried treating it at home by gargling hot salt water and hydrogen peroxide to no avail. At about the 5th day it started getting really bad and I realized how serious it was.

It was getting very painful to breathe, swallow and talk.. to the point where I would just cry:(
It was so swollen that I could barely open my mouth to eat anything even when taking 600mg of ibuprofen every 4 hours. The last 3 days that I had it, I was basically starving myself because I just couldn't fit anything in my mouth.

Well I went to my doctor and he checked it out and prescribed me some antibiotics and Lortab then referred me to an ear, nose, and throat doctor.
That doctor told me that I had an abscess in my tonsil which is a complication of tonsillitis. its basically a pocket of pus and bacteria inside or to the side of the tonsil.
It looks like the mouth on the right..
He decided that the best plan of action would be to drain the tonsil.
So he numbed it with a needle.. which stung:(
then poked around to find the pocket.. which hurt because it wasn't fully numbed.
he drained it by collecting the pus in a large syringe.. my mom said it filled about half of the syringe..
finally, he made an "incision" (which is basically code for a huge cut) in order to let the pus drain fully for the next couple days.
After that he let me spit into a dish to get rid of what was in my mouth.. I was lucky enough to snap a picture of it on my phone to show everyone:) its a collection of pus, blood and spit.


so after all of that, I'm just very happy that I got lortab to help me breathe and swallow.
Ibuprofen was just NOT cutting it.
The drainage did help the swelling of my glands on my neck which is nice.
The taste of the pus today is so nauseating and unpleasant. He should have clarified that the pus would be draining into my mouth :/
ITS DISGUSTING.
I go back tomorrow to get it checked out. hopefully it doesn't need to be drained again.

I'm finally an aunt:)

The white board in her delivery room
I didn't get a chance to take a picture of it afterward since I wasn't there during the birth.

This is me and my mom just buggin her while she was in labor.
We get our silly faces from our momma:)

Right after birth:) Her name is Amariah Esperanza Diaz
She was born February 25th 2010 at 5:18am.
She was 7 pounds and 10 ounces and 20.5 inches long.
Look at all that hair!!

Daddy and baby

Grandma and Grandpa (Chante's dad)

Grandma (Leo's mom)

She hates the cold and bright lights. this is how she tells us:)

My first time seeing my beautiful niece. I'm such a proud auntie:)

Our little girl

Hubby holding Amariah

This is after she fell asleep in his arms.

Brooks and I with our favorite girl:)

Grandpa (my dad) with Amariah

My little brother, Jared and Amariah:)

She is officially my new obsession. Its hard to believe you can have so much love for such a tiny thing. She truly is what our family needed in our lives. She is a beautiful blessing and we are so grateful for her:)

I love seeing her as often as I can and just helping my sister out with anything I can. I love burping her and rocking her to sleep, even changing her diaper isn't so bad. I love this little girl so much!!